Why, Dear God, Why Am I Back At This Forum?, Lightning struck twice...... Options

[jado777]

Its not fair, its just not fair. I never wanted to have to come back here again, but here i am again, but this time, he is not gone yet. If you read my last post about my buddy havok, then you already know who i am. If you remember, i talked briefly of my cats jade and davey (for some reason spellcheck put "facet" instead of jade) and davey is now going down the exact same path as havok. I would post his picture, but im on my ipod. The poor thing, i noticed yesterday he had the same sort of smell, i was hopeful, thinking it would pass, nope. I come home today around 8:00pm and he has the same drool and smell. I cant believe it, im so P.Oed right now. This has to be intentionall, or there is antifreeze lying around somewhere. It hasnt even been a full week since havoks death. Now, if we find out who it is, we are pressing charges, and i really dont care if they go bankrupt, they will be paying out the rear for this. But no amount of money can bring my buddys back. I will be there this time, their us no doubt in my mind that he will have to be euthanized. I will be there this time. We found davey and jade at a vets. Twin black cats, how cute and irresistible. Mom suprised us when she brought them home. But they are hardly two years old, if even that. But i feel bad for jade the most, she is about to lose her twin brother. I dont think they were ever super close, so she will survive, but still, shes coming back inside the house. I had abother one of those senses the night before. So last night, i took my sisters new camera and filled it with puctures of davey and jade. I will post the best three, it was very difficult getting davey and jade together for a picture, but i did it. My words cannot express my anger and sadness. I really wish we had never put them outside, but then again, we all want to turn back time to fix our mistakes.

[xrayspex]

I wish to speak of the anger you portrayed in your post. It is quite appropriate that you feel anger in that intensity. If they were my babies my thoughts would be far more sinister and are completely inappropriate for mention in this forum. Having said that....write it all down here. I have been here before...twice....and I have found that a thought that is expressed on paper (or in a forum) is having that thought released. When you came back and said you were sorry for your anger (which you have no need to be) did you not post that because after you wrote it you felt that you had in fact "done or are doing" something to avenge your babies?