Missing My Babies Today Options

[lynette]

It's been seven weeks since we had to send Hunny to meet Lily. I still miss her so very much. Most of the day is fine, but every once in a while it's just like being hit by a tidal wave. Just a sudden wash of pain and sorrow for both Hunny and Lily. I can't believe it's been 11 months since Lily had to leave. I wish I could see them again. I have them both on a pet memorial site too, but I find it hard to go there since Hunny left. It's such an empty feeling without them, even though we have four other dogs. It's not the same. I wish they could have lived a lot longer. I sure hope these pups live to a ripe old age.

Just having a blue morning I guess.

[lynette]

I completely get what you say about being afraid of losing your new baby too. I am so paranoid sometimes about Barney and Casey. They are only a year old and they get into absolutely everything. I'm terrified that they'll eat something or choke on something. I hope they outgrow this stage soon!!! I love them to death, Izzy and George too, but you're right it's not the same as it was with Hunny and Lily. Not yet anyway.

Maybe I should take time away from here, but for some reason I just can't seem to stay away. It's like a magnet - it just draws me here everyday.

I think I'll take your advice about going for a walk though. Try anyway, the mosquitoes are so bad here these days!! Maybe I'll take Barney too. Barney and Casey pull so hard it's hard taking them for walks. I guess that's why I don't do it often. Maybe one at a time will work though.

Thanks for listening. I really appreciate it. It helps knowing that someone else feels the same as I do. Life certainly has changed. And who knows what normal is, but maybe it just takes time to create a new "normal".

Thanks again.

Lynette.