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TrishB68
post Nov 13 2004, 05:17 AM
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From: Downers Grove, Illinois. A burb about 40 miles West of Chi-town.
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Hello everyone,
I wanted to write because I don't feel like there is anyone else I can talk to that will not think I am a blubbering idiot. I can't even explain how much I miss my baby, I am still crying myself to sleep, I'm still on sleeping medication from my doctor and still cry everyday. I hope this doens't sound cold-hearted or that I don't care about my Corky that I lost in 1998 but the pain I am feeling right now with losing my Sparky is so much greater than what I had when I my Corky in 1998 and I had him for many years as well. I mourned alot for him but right now it seems as though I can't get out of it. Somedays I just don't even want to get up.

God Bless to everyone, Take care and my prayers will be with you.

Sincerely,Trish


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Sparky you will forever be in our hearts. Rest little one and never feel pain again. We love you so much.Our lives will never be the same sweetheart. Please forgive me if I made any decisions that were not what you wanted. Thank you for 12 precious years. Our lives will never be the same because we were touched by your love.
March 22,1992-August 31,2004
Feel free to visit Sparky's Tribute Page
Corky "Our Buddy" Thank you for all the great times. Your paw prints will forever walk in our hearts. The 13 years we were able to spend together were just wonderful, what more could we have asked for, except to have you with us forever and we both know that is not possible.
May 1,1985- November 27, 1998
Feel free to visit Corky's Tribute page
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Steph
post Nov 13 2004, 06:29 PM
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Oh Trish, I'm so sorry that it is still so bad for you.

I'm thinking back to when I was at two and a half months...that would have been mid-September. I took a week off and went to Quebec City. It was nice going on the trip, but when I came back I really crashed again.

To be honest, it's only the last few weeks that I've seen the most improvement.
I still miss her like so much, and cry for her several times a week, but I can't really describe it, it's just a different sort of grief.

Are you going to some kind of doctor to get your meds? Could he or she help you find a counsellor who knows about this kind of grief?? I had to do that myself, and found that it helped a lot.

Please take care of yourself.

PMS me anytime - Steph


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