Still Having Difficulties.... Options

[ceaserthings]

I don't know what it is, but I am still having difficulties with the death of Ceaser....oI still feel guilty about the day he died and what was said to the Vet and all..I know it is not my fault and Ceaser has visited me and everything is good. i have not been able to work on his scrapbook so it has been a little difficult. I need to get to Micheals to pick some new embellishments and some more paper and then the book is done, I have about 3 more pages to go and some more writing.
I guess I am just needing to write somewhere as this is therapeutic for me....I really miss Ceaser....and when he does Ceaser things!!!
Thanks for reading....I guess I just needed to express that!

[jasonsmom]

It doesn;t get easier for a long time, unfortunately. Especially when it is an unexpected thing. When you know they are sick, you are semi-prepared (but not really). When it is a total surprise, it is a shock to the system. Plus there is always the guolt factor either way. I am feeling guilty for scheduling the euthanasia of my cat, who still shows some interest in life, despite the dire prognosis of the vet.

Do the scrap book It really does help. They live on in our memories. Record it before you forget the little details............