2 Weeks And It's Still Raw Options

[Felicia]

Dear Brittany:
2 weeks have passed since that heart breaking day I had to make the most difficult decision of my life. And the pain is so overwhelming.....Each day I come home from work to an empty apt. You used to always be there waiting for your breakfast & your walk....But now there's nothing..
I hope that you are happy.....Playing with Brody & trying to get treats & "belly rubs" from Grandma & Grandpa........I know that their so happy that you are with them....But my heart is breaking, not being able to see or touch you......
I still talk to you every day thinking you're right behind me.....but you're not....I still make meals enough for me & you, knowing that you'll be there looking for scraps...... but your not. I still wake up in the middle of the night to see where you're sleeping.....but you're not there.

I know that you're not suffering any more, and that should comfort me......but it doesn't. I wish I was selfish & kept you with me for a while longer.......But that last day when you couldn't even come to me, & just looked up at me with those big brown eyes I knew it was time.......
For you, but certainly not for me.......I know that you're watching over me, so you know all the pain that my heart feels.
Be happy Britt
I love you & miss you with all my heart.
Love your mom
Felicia

[petmum]

{{{{HUGS}}}}
I wish I cld take away some of you rawness, it well get better, it's just that right now it seems impossible I know. I've made it to a month without my Buddy.
you will make it, the loneliness is is very hard.
i will prayer to help u get thru the nxt day.
elaine