All To Hard Really Options

[petmum]

Only 8 days ago life was right, sigh!!!! Now it's all weird.
I only just made it down the pet food aisle in the supermarket yesterday by putting my head down & not looking @ the shelves. Thinking maybe I shld avoid that aisle nxt week. I thought that I might feel "better" but sometimes it feels even worse now than when I was waiting for the time to take Buddy to the vets to go to sleep. Things are still difficult. I sat with my 11yr old daughter on Tuesday and showed her this website and stuff cos she was just so overwhelmed she couldn't go to school. I thought missing my Buddy was hard but helping my daughter with her grief was all to tough. By the end of the day she was much better and realised it's ok to cry and feel all these strange sensations, not sleeping, not eating & being really sad & crying......this is just all so INCREDIBLY painful.....YIKES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I couldn't bring myself to take our big wheelie bins out for collection this week (my husband did it instead) cos Buddy wouldn't be there for our little ritual of taking the bins out & him getting in the way & tripping me up and then he scarpers off to do his business out the front and hve a sniff around and then back. Nothing really exciting bout the whole thing but it's just another reminder that life has changed so much........I want to cry but finding it difficult to let it happen.....so just waiting for the next set of emotions to roll on in and experience them....SIGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

[petmum]

thank you all soo much