It's Over, R.I.P my faithful friend Options

[petmum]

It's over, my Buddy is @ rest now, what an awful to go thru, but I hve and I'm still here.
It hasn't sunk in yet, i'm just numb....had myself a large nip of Bailey's in my coffee a while ago & eaten chocolate, I couldn't think of anything else to do.
I got chocolate for the kids too, but no one really wants to eat.... I cant believe he has gone, I just want to go outside & check to see, but I'm not just yet.....my son has gone off to football training & i'm going to take one of my daughters to choir, she is singing in the choir @ our local church tonight. My eldest daughter who is 12yrs is staying @ hme with me, she is very upset a bit angry @ the world in general....sigh...... i can't believe i've done what I've just done.....

[lynette]

I know how it feels. It stays with you for a long time. We had to send Hunny to be with Lily April 4th. Even though you know in your heart that it was the right thing to do - it doesn't make it any easier. You still feel numb for a long time. And I couldn't believe what I had done either. But I agonized over those final moments since she got sick last sumemr. She was still had a good sound mind, but just her body was failing. I still haven't had the courage to bury her ashes next to Lily's yet. I was just thinking the other day if it was disrespectful to Lily that I haven't laid Hunny to rest next to her yet. I just can't seem to bring myself to do it. Maybe June 24th, we lay her to rest, that was the day that Lily left so suddenly.

All we can do is take it one day at a time.

Take care.