I Am So Sad And Lonely Without My Raja, I lost my girl on Tuesday May 5 Options

[raja's mom]

Hi Everyone
I am new here and searching desperately for some comfort. I put my dalmatian of almost 13 years to sleep
on Tuesday unexpected after finding out she was dying of cancer. This was the first animal I have ever
put to sleep. It was so hard to see the life drain from her body. I know I did the kindest act but it sure
doesn't feel like it. I have the guilt today. She was so clingy the last couple weeks to the point I was
irritated. If I had only known. I have a husband who shows no emotion and tells me to just get over it.
It's just a dog. But I know she wasn't just a dog. She was my best friend. Everyday!
I miss her so terribly. She has to be in heaven. I just hope she is okay.
Thanks for listening.

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[patricia]

im so sorry for your loss. i too am relatively new to this site. i lost my little best friend about two months ago. i, like everyone here, understand the pain you are going thru, especially since its only been days. we all understand the guilt as weve gone thru it. i replayed freds last day over and over again. please know that you did the right thing, the humane thing and now she is cancer free and in a wonderful new home; probably chasing my little fred and riley all over the place. it a place where the sky is always blue, the sun always shines and there is no more pain. its a loving place where they can run freely and no one is there to stop them from chasing squirrels up the tree. its going to hurt but know that time heals all wounds. your heart is shattered right now but try and remember the happy moments. this site helped me tremendously so keep on writing. i poured my heart out and wonderful people were here to help put me back together again. we will be here for you too. im so so sorry. you will be in my prayers.

best
patricia