My Grief Is Unbearable Options

[Molsonsmom]

On March 10, 2009, I lost my sweet handsome boy, Molson. His story is long and the end sad. We had to put our baby to sleep. I miss him so much and am having much difficulty dealing with his passing. He was one month shy of his 13th Birthday. I can only hope that he is okay and is happy in a much better place and knows that he could not have been loved anymore than he was. The joy and memories that we shared are immense and I long for the time when these are all I can feel.[/font]

[ann]

Hi Molsonsmom, I'm so sorry for your loss. The quality of life for him was no longer there and you gave him the best gift you could give. Accepting this comes with heartache, but in time you will be at peace with it. Keep your mind and heart open and you will be getting many "signs" from Molson to let you know he is all around you, always by your side.
The day I put my Arthur down, is a day that haunts me too. I was ill and could bearly talk, all he heard must have been mumbo jumbo thru that and tears with many I love yous thrown in. He looked at me so scared. Then the worst, he looked away from me towards the wall. All I could think of was how dissapointed he must have been with me for not keeping my promise that everything was going to be ok. I wish I knew about sedating him b4 hand. I've learned a lot from the people here and will know better what to do if I'm ever in that position again.
Molson joins many beautiful souls now, he's happy and healthy again and with 20/20 vision keeping an eye/or 2 on you...Many hugs.. Ann