To Kasha, Love Mommy, Letter to my baby Options

[Stargazer_gold]

Kahsa, its been 3 weeks today that youve been gone. I miss you so much baby, its hard for me to get thru each day now without you. I miss your kisses and the smell of you . I loved you very much Kasha, with every fiber of my being. You were always my special girl, mommies little pooch. I wish I could be with you sweety but its not meant to be. I hope your in heaven and having a good time, wait for me will you sweatheart?

Love you
Mommy

[webmasterpdx]

I am so sorry for your loss. I have a hard time not crying when I look at my baby's picture too long. Of course, as a guy I'm not supposed to show those kinds of feelings for my little boy, Wally. He looks a little like your baby.
One thing I saw that cheered me up was that you put your baby's favorite teddy bear next to her ashes.
I kept my little fella's teddy. His was bigger and despite being fixed, she became his inanimate girlfriend if you get my drift :-)
I waited a while (I couldn't even look at it without crying for a while), but then I gave it a good laundering.
I'm really glad I did that as I can hug that teddy bear and I feel like he's near me.

I believe that they may become puppies again in heaven. I also know that the love they delivered in this world is valuable to God and thus this is not discarded by God. When I think of my Dog, I see him in the arms of Jesus or next to an angel who is in charge of them.

God Bless
-Donald

[Mikki]

I am so sorry for your loss. I have a hard time not crying when I look at my baby's picture too long. Of course, as a guy I'm not supposed to show those kinds of feelings for my little boy, Wally. He looks a little like your baby.
One thing I saw that cheered me up was that you put your baby's favorite teddy bear next to her ashes.
I kept my little fella's teddy. His was bigger and despite being fixed, she became his inanimate girlfriend if you get my drift :-)
I waited a while (I couldn't even look at it without crying for a while), but then I gave it a good laundering.
I'm really glad I did that as I can hug that teddy bear and I feel like he's near me.

I believe that they may become puppies again in heaven. I also know that the love they delivered in this world is valuable to God and thus this is not discarded by God. When I think of my Dog, I see him in the arms of Jesus or next to an angel who is in charge of them.

God Bless
-Donald

Donald, I think it's awesome that you come to this site and bare your soul. Like you and Pooches mom, my cat had a toy that he loved. In my husband's den on each side of his television are two little stuffed monkeys. My husband is a Tai Chi teacher at a senior citizen's center and his students are always giving him cutesy things (in case you are wondering why a middle-aged man has little stuffed toys in his manly den!).Anyway, every once in awhile we'd get up in the morning and find one or both monkeys outside of our bedroom door! Sometimes I would look in the den and Elliott would be laying on the couch with those little monkeys. It was the cutest thing and so absurd for a cat! As I sit here writing, I have one of those little monkeys perched on the table next to me in the living room. I too, sometimes pick it up and cry into it. For some reason it soothes me. I will never let those monkeys go ;0)....It's been two weeks since we put Elliott to sleep because of chronic kidney failure. He was just 10 years old, too young I thought for such an illness. He was quite the character. No one quite like him and he is sorely missed. I've been crying off and on all day today after having gone several days without breaking down. Anyway I love that both you and Pooches mom have kept their teddy bears.

Thank you Pooches mom for letting me vent on your site. I so admire that you keep your baby's memory alive at this site.

With care,
Mikki