Missing Elliott In A Big Way Today, I can't stop crying..... Options

[Mikki]

I see him everywhere. I keep praying please god, send him back I can't take this. I keep looking out the window where we buried him. We have another cat, 2 dogs and 2 birds and yet the house feels EMPTY. Why is that? Because he was everywhere and into everything. We yelled at him constantly and yet he was also tremendously affectionate. Crawled into bed with me every night. I can't stop crying. I have this permanent heavy feeling on my chest and I keep thinking it might have been okay to keep him alive for a bit longer, maybe we could have enjoyed him for a couple more weeks.....I am really missing his fine chiseled features and his enormous owlish eyes and his stiff prickly whiskers. I miss my Elliott and I keep crying and the dogs just stare at me. Our 'family' does not feel the same anymore. Grief is so horrible, it's just the most gut-wrenching thing and I can't imagine that our home will ever feel as normal and joyous as it used to......I dont' know what to 'do' to pull myself out of this more quickly, I am so, so SAD. This HOUSE does not feel RIGHT without him! I miss him coming up and snuggling under my left arm while I'm sitting on the couch (always the left arm for some reason....he never wanted to curl up under the right arm). I hate this......every single room is a reminder that he no longer exists. He doens't exist and that causes me so much pain. I miss my cats, all my darling, sweet and unique boys: Elliott, Jet and Arliss. Death is a hateful thing and I am really finding it difficult to see the sense in it all. There is an enormous gaping hole in my house. I so want to know that he is okay and knows how much we cherished him. I can't stop crying! WHERE is he? I just want to feel him near me, but I am not getting anything but this big hole. Just a big gaping, aching HOLE.......

[AngelCareOne]

Dearest Mikki, I also find it very comforting to know that your fur child Elliot sees you, Blesses you and knows that you Bless him, too!

Please Click on Blessing Angel

"The Blessing"

In the morning when you rise . . .
I Bless the sun, I Bless the skies.
I Bless your lips, I Bless your eyes.
My Blessing goes with you.

In the nighttime when you sleep . . .
Oh I Bless you while a watch I keep.
As you lie in slumber deep . . .
My Blessing goes with you.

This is my Prayer for you!
There for you, Ever true!
Each, every day for you . . .
In everything you do.

And when you come to me . . .
And hold me close to you . . .
I Bless you!
And you Bless me too!

When your weary heart is tired . . .
If the world would leave you uninspired . . .
When nothing more of love's desired . . .
My Blessing goes with you.

When the storms of life are strong . . .
When you're wounded, When you don't belong . . .
When you no longer hear my song . . .
My Blessing goes with you!

This is my Prayer for you!
There for you, Ever true!
Each every day for you . . .
In everything you do.

And when you come to me . . .
And hold me close to you . . .
I Bless you
And you Bless me too!

I Bless you . . .
And you Bless me too!

More Comforting Hugs and Loving Angels to You and Your Fur Kid Elliot!!!

Your Pal,
Dottie xoxoxox