A Horrible Wake Up Options

[britt09]

this morning has been the worst by far! my older cat bud has been sleeping w/ me at night ever since we lost buttons because he is lonely. well as i woke up this morning he was sleeping right in my face like he usually does but he was awake b4 me and was just looking at me. well the way the sun was shining is my room it was shining right on his head. well i could have swore that he looked like buttons (i was still half asleep when i opened my eyes) so i closed my eyes again and opened them real fast to make sure i wasn't seeing things and then i realized that it was bud laying there. and the second i realized it my heart sank straight down to my feet! i feel like im crazy! because she had a certain meow that neither bud nor Delilah could make and i can be sitting on the computer or just doing something around the house and i can hear her meow for me.I miss my baby soo much. :[

here is a pic of my older cat bud.....

you can tell that he looks
nothing like buttons but i still saw her face this morn
when i woke up :[

[moon_beam]

Hi, Brittany, I do believe our furkids can reach us from the Bridge through their sweet living Spirit that continues on within us and all those whose lives they have shared. This grief journey, particularly in the beginning, is very difficult because we are not only emotionally missing our beloved furkid but there is also the physical separation that is an equal part of the loss. Eventually you will come to see that your relationship with Buttons has only changed to a different dimension - - she is always with you wherever you go and whatever you do, and you will always be able to share with her what is in your heart and in your life as you always have. But for now the grief of not having her physically with you is overwhelming, and that is why we are here for you every step of the way in your grief journey for as long and as often as you need us. It's a one day at a time journey, Brittany, and please know you are in my thoughts and prayers.

Peace and blessings,
moon_beam