Last Little Blanket, Just picked it up Options

[geese]

Tonight hit me like a ton of bricks.... It'll be 4 weeks tomorrow that my little man is gone, and it took me this long to clean up the stupid mess I left lying around since then. I had this little blanket which I laid him on, of course on top of some hefty bags, because he couldn't hold his own pee, and I just left it there since then. I couldn't bring myself to touch it, because it kind of made me feel like a part of him was still there, but an empty space, of course.

Well, needless to say, this broke my heart, and although I have been doing better (or so I thought) I just burst into tears all over again. He's really gone, ..... really gone. God, why does this hurt so much?? I know that it takes time to get over our losses, but the hurt just sucks.....

Anyway, I guess you guys all are going through, or have went through my same feelings.

Just wanted to vent, to some friends that understand. Thanks to you all who read this and are there for me. Much love to all.

Geese

[geese]

Hi Deanna,

Sorry about your loss and your sad feelings. Yes, stupid little things remind us of them. I have to wear scrubs to work, and I've washed them all a few times since, but sometimes I still find a hair of his on them and it makes me want to cry.

How did you lose him? Mine was very unexpected, therefore, more painfull.

Please respond.....

Loving thoughts to you also.....

Geese