Last Little Blanket, Just picked it up Options

[geese]

Tonight hit me like a ton of bricks.... It'll be 4 weeks tomorrow that my little man is gone, and it took me this long to clean up the stupid mess I left lying around since then. I had this little blanket which I laid him on, of course on top of some hefty bags, because he couldn't hold his own pee, and I just left it there since then. I couldn't bring myself to touch it, because it kind of made me feel like a part of him was still there, but an empty space, of course.

Well, needless to say, this broke my heart, and although I have been doing better (or so I thought) I just burst into tears all over again. He's really gone, ..... really gone. God, why does this hurt so much?? I know that it takes time to get over our losses, but the hurt just sucks.....

Anyway, I guess you guys all are going through, or have went through my same feelings.

Just wanted to vent, to some friends that understand. Thanks to you all who read this and are there for me. Much love to all.

Geese

[Deanna]

Hey Geese,
I've been hit by a ton of bricks, a couple of times, since I lost my little fur baby, Zoe. One day, I'll think I'm making progress and go on about my day....then something will trigger my pain .... a dog food commercial, or see someone outside walking their dog, or run across something Zoe had chewed on or scratched. You're right ...the hurt sucks.
I miss Zoe terribly. To grasp and accept she's gone forever, is so hard.
Hang in there with me,
Cyber hug to you,
Deanna

[geese]

Hey Geese,
I've been hit by a ton of bricks, a couple of times, since I lost my little fur baby, Zoe. One day, I'll think I'm making progress and go on about my day....then something will trigger my pain .... a dog food commercial, or see someone outside walking their dog, or run across something Zoe had chewed on or scratched. You're right ...the hurt sucks.
I miss Zoe terribly. To grasp and accept she's gone forever, is so hard.
Hang in there with me,
Cyber hug to you,
Deanna