My Girl Monkey, (p.s. not really a monkey..........ok, kinda) Options

[Monkey's daddy]

Life sure doesn't feel the same anymore, it feels very empty now. It's just completely different since Monkey's gone.

When I first moved into the new house in Aug'07 I was so proud of it. It was new and perfect and I would get bent if I found a little smudge on the new walls. Now you should see the place. I vacuumed for the first time last week since Monkey passed in March. I've broken 2 or 3 doors, there are at least 2 holes in the drywall. I kicked my car door open and bent the hinges on it. I sometimes get mad over what happened as you can tell. Well, they are just meaningless possessions. I was proud of them but they never mattered as much as a precious life, not even close. I really bought the house for the cats, I was thinking of them when I saw the layout and yard and such. Now I don't care. I probably could level the place but I realize I must maintain somewhat.

I never would have thought that the vets could be so stupid. It was always "its possible that it's this" and "its possible that it's that" and "it could be this or this".
Why don't you just say you don't know moron!! It's like going into a store to find something and you ask a salesperson where it is, and they don't know, and they start wandering around looking for it, and you're following them, and you're like "I can wander around lost on my own but you want me to follow you and you're lost". Or more like, you find out more on your own than the stupid vet even knows, and he's the "professional" or "doctor".

All right, I'm getting upset and starting to rant and rave. I just can't believe EVERYTHING could go wrong. I mean, even Murphy's Law says that if "something" can go wrong it will, not "everything".

Some examples are:

Mis-diagnosis
Missed diagnosis
I care until the treatments are done and I have all your money
Under medicating
Improper treatment
under treatment

AHHHHHHHH. I could scream.
I need something to break before I start crying. (A certain vets neck would be nice)

[LoveThem]

What a great thing to do for your Dad...21 gun salute and all......AWESOME. I am always glad to hear the government willing to do something extra for serviceman. They are really extra special.


Well, I see we will both be glad when past September. My boy started eating trouble once in July, some in August but then we found a painful dental lesion in August so he had dental surgery about the 15th and within 10 days he was jumping from the floor to the top of the couch and eating much better. Then his major emergency came out of the blue on Sept 10. Talking about going from one extreme to the other. We were hoping it was not cancer as signs were pointing to it and his twin has passed in 2002 because of it, and so after the painful dental condition was taken care of...we were cautiously starting to hope he was going to be okay. Well, it didn't turn out as we hoped.


Monkey looks so much like my Little Girl..she was the short-haired one, very vocal. So my trio with her and her two longhaired brothers filled our home with happiness too...like Monkey with you.

They may be all angels now but I sure wish they were back with us instead...healthy again...with lots of time to spend with us.
Just a fantasy I think about from time to time.

Hugs to you and Monkey. Her tribute is beautiful and so is she.

Judy