Tee Bone, may 1995 to may 2008 Options

[michelles kitty]

my gosh where do i begin? i didnt ever think i would find myself back here again posting about losing another memebr of my furkids...ive posted to offer to support for others..but now i find myself here again for support...god help me i need it..

we lost our beloved tee bone on friday may 23,2008 due to kidney faliure as a direct result from lyme disease that settled in her kidneys unbeknownst to us. she was treated for it back in january and her titer came back negative after spending 6 weeks on an anitbiotic.

this was a positive titer for lyme in january even with frontline 12 months a year . we never stopped the frontline on either doggie. goes to prove that even forntline is not 100%.


i am so lonely without her..she was my world, my everything. i can hardly breathe..i loved her so much and now shes gone. she passed in our arms.
i was so blessed to have her in my life.
i was blessed to call her my pet soul mate.
she was tailor made to fit my soul.
she completed me.

now i am in pieces trying to pick them up. i cant. i cant comfort anyone in my home. we are all a mess..

gosh this is so hard.....i just want to go to a mountian and sceam my head off...i want my pup pup back...

[michelles kitty]

aww thanks, the picture above of my kitty her name is kitten she passed almost two years ago this november, her pal passed two months and 7 days before her he rname was pooh-bear.. she was a tortie kitty. i miss them dearly.

the tattoo is of my dog tee-bone who passed away two months ago. and frankly i thought i died when my kitty girls passed,,,,,but....


i cant get past losing tee...this is a picute of her a couple of weeks before she passed,.i my heart is broken like it has never been broken before if that make any sense? the hurt is incrediable sometimes i feel as if i am losing my mind over the grief. its just the saddness of it all and the loniness of her not being here that is just paralzing .

[Furkidlets' Mom]

Oh, Michelle....I'm so glad you posted this pic of dear, 'little' T.....what a sweetheart she looks to be! (and JUST as I'd imagined, too, before I even knew what she looked like! ) Those lips of hers were surely made for smooching, as I noticed she's got a sort of fur pattern there that looks so much like a pair of human lips! I also noticed the rainbow resting on her back leg, and one above her body, too. Do you think maybe this was a sign for you that she'd be in the heavenly realms, safe and whole once again (and waiting for you), soon after you took this picture? I like to think so....

I agree -- "paralyzing" and "losing (one's) mind over (it)" are good descriptions of it. But don't forget, you spent a lot of time tending to her many and particular conditions and needs, so that love bond probably became especially strong with your dear T....and that always means not only an even closer connection but hence more pain afterwards, when we invest that much more, emotionally, in their precious lives and our blessed time with them.

I also love your tattoo. Not that I'd ever get one for myself, but if you're gonna get one, what BETTER type than this?! Putting your permanent feelings on, if not your sleeve but on your 'pant leg', so to speak, is a wonderful way to honour your girl and I'm sure this made her spirit heart swell with gratitude and EXTRA love for her mommy!

I'm just so sorry for your pain, too, and I know how hard it must be for you every day.