Remembering Sissycat, The Love of Sissy Options

[sissycat]

Sissycat I'm sure you are watching over me, your 2 sisters, your mama, and Pheobe. It has been such a lonely week without your face waiting for me to wake up every morning to feed you. The pain is still so great. Sometimes almost unbearable. But now sometimes I can smile when I look at your pictures instead of burst into tears. It doesn't mean I love you any less. I am just able to remember all the really great times we shared. I am so glad you picked me. Out of the 3 of you born you choose me out of anyone else in my family. There were 6 of us for you to have chosen from. I didn't plan it to be this way. You took over my room and became the boss of it..haha. You bossed me around and told me when to feed you and when to let you in or out, and when you wanted petting and attention. I think I minded you pretty well. My husband says you were really spoiled. Your pictures are right beside my computer screen. Your eyes are looking right at me. Our bond was so strong I don't think there could ever be one as strong. I am trying really hard now with you sister's. Yu and Boogie. They are not as lovable as you. Maybe that is my fault. I love all my furbabies, but you were something else.
Oh Sissy I miss you so very much. Words cannot even describe it. Some people even say I'm crazy for loving a pet so much. You were not just a pet but my baby!!!
I will wright you again soon my friend Sissy.

SISSY I LOVE YOU AND MISS YOU SO VERY MUCH.
LOVE YOUR 2ND MOMMY

[sissycat]

Today is the 1 month mark since the loss of Sissy. These rollercoasters of emotions are something else. One minute your fine then the next your not. (up and down up and down) I am much better than I was, but still alot of healing left to do.
Miss you my Sissy!!

Love you lots!!!!!