Im Losing My Best Friend, and it's killing me Options

[sindii&clyde]

Im gonna lose my little angel, and when she goes im gonna be lost.
She's full of tumors and only has weeks or less to live, i promised i'd never let no one hurt her but im gonna have to decide to kill her.
It's because of her im here today and i owe her everything ( i was abused growing up at home and beaten and bullied at school regularly, if i hadn't got her i would have done myslef in when i was 16, she gave me reason to live) and now i feel like i did when i was 16 ie lost, helpless and numb.

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[sindii&clyde]

She was sick this morning, she has been alot of times over the last few weeks, mainly just fluid, but this time there was blood in it so now it looks like im gonna have to see how it goes these next few days and make a decision :-(

I'd rather let her go like this than her being a total shell of herself who is incapable of being a dog. She's still going walkies and has still eaten of and on, problem is dogs are stubborn and can go through so much more than people, it's our duty to help them and let them know it may be time before they get too sick that we have to say goodbye :-(

Here's me dreading the next few days but thanks for the support X