Im Losing My Best Friend, and it's killing me Options

[sindii&clyde]

Im gonna lose my little angel, and when she goes im gonna be lost.
She's full of tumors and only has weeks or less to live, i promised i'd never let no one hurt her but im gonna have to decide to kill her.
It's because of her im here today and i owe her everything ( i was abused growing up at home and beaten and bullied at school regularly, if i hadn't got her i would have done myslef in when i was 16, she gave me reason to live) and now i feel like i did when i was 16 ie lost, helpless and numb.

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[Beaglegirl]

I just read your post about getting ashes.
I have my pets ashes, and my Boo is going to be buried with me.
Since I haven't decided what I want, my hubby knows if I'm cremated the ashes get mixed in mine, and then I don't care what happens to them...
Put me in the ocean, blast me off to the moon, as long as I have my Boo with me.
My other dogs are big, so I ordered extra large urns for them. They are wooden and have a spot for a favorite picture on the side, and they have the pets name and dates burned (etching) into the wood. I ordered extra large ones so I could put a favorite toy and their collars in with them(their cremanes).
If these fit, they will be buried with me.
If not, I just want them buried together some place.
Hopefully you don't have to make up about these things too soon, but it is best to be prepared, so you aren't rushed for a decision.
Take care