Im Losing My Best Friend, and it's killing me Options

[sindii&clyde]

Im gonna lose my little angel, and when she goes im gonna be lost.
She's full of tumors and only has weeks or less to live, i promised i'd never let no one hurt her but im gonna have to decide to kill her.
It's because of her im here today and i owe her everything ( i was abused growing up at home and beaten and bullied at school regularly, if i hadn't got her i would have done myslef in when i was 16, she gave me reason to live) and now i feel like i did when i was 16 ie lost, helpless and numb.

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[forduffy]

We had Duffy cremated as well and it was something that I had always figured that I would do because I just like the idea of having him close. I would like to be cremated when I go and I would like to be buried with him eventually. I recently became aware of the Neptune Society that Judy was talking about because my aunt passed away recently and was a part of it. I've thought about that.
My heart goes out to you right now. Give your baby a big hug for me-

[goliath]

I would like to be cremated when I go and I would like to be buried with him eventually.

Thanks for saying that Steph. I had forgotten to add that to my response to Surinder. We recently updated our wishes in our wills so that all will be in order when we too pass away. When we have all gone, we have asked that all of us be returned to the lake where our home is. Looking onto our lake is when I feel the most peaceful.