Im Losing My Best Friend, and it's killing me Options

[sindii&clyde]

Im gonna lose my little angel, and when she goes im gonna be lost.
She's full of tumors and only has weeks or less to live, i promised i'd never let no one hurt her but im gonna have to decide to kill her.
It's because of her im here today and i owe her everything ( i was abused growing up at home and beaten and bullied at school regularly, if i hadn't got her i would have done myslef in when i was 16, she gave me reason to live) and now i feel like i did when i was 16 ie lost, helpless and numb.

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[LoveThem]

I have read a lot of posts here of people who have created their special ones and I have not read one who regretted that decision.
In fact, it seems reassuring knowing they have an urn that can be with them forever....wherever they live. I hope some of them post here to give you their ideas on how to memorialize a baby. I guess some places that do it...will also do something with a photo..I don't really know but you may find a special comfort in knowing if you ever move..she will be with you physically as well as being a part of your heart. You might spend some time checking into various results....whether to have a picture, etc. I have no idea of what is involved. You might search through topics here where the topic has been about the ashes, etc. and see what ideas people had.


Every day together is a gift and I hope you two have some more time.

I lost my parents in 2000 and they belonged to the Neptune Society that does human cremation. They had kept the ashes of their beloved dogs in beautiful small wooden boxes. My parents were to be created and their ashes scattered from a boat out in the Pacific Ocean outside San Diego, California. The Society said they would be willing to also include scattering the pets ashes at the same time at the same place. I liked that idea and I think my folks would have also. I had not heard of it done before but the thought of them all being together forever gave me a feeling of peace. Just another way having ashes can be a permanent way of having them forever.

Whatever feels right to you will be the right thing to do...it just always seems to come out that way.

My prayers are with you and Clyde everyday.