Im Losing My Best Friend, and it's killing me Options

[sindii&clyde]

Im gonna lose my little angel, and when she goes im gonna be lost.
She's full of tumors and only has weeks or less to live, i promised i'd never let no one hurt her but im gonna have to decide to kill her.
It's because of her im here today and i owe her everything ( i was abused growing up at home and beaten and bullied at school regularly, if i hadn't got her i would have done myslef in when i was 16, she gave me reason to live) and now i feel like i did when i was 16 ie lost, helpless and numb.

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[LoveThem]

Sindii: You and Clyde did bring back a lot of memories of my "best friend". Her name was Gypsy and it has been many years but it was just the 2 of us when I was living on my own. It is always nice to put a face to a story and you have given us some wonderful pictures of Clyde and your other special ones.

So you can see, even though my last one, Little Guy, was different...I also know the bond and connection you are feeling with Clyde and why my prayers are with you and every time you post her doing her normal things...including walking in the mud puddles...it makes me smile just at the thought of the 2 of you being together.

Your story of giving her her name is priceless. I'll bet you even have a puppy picture somewhere..and we all know puppies and kittens just make us go awwwwwwwwwh.

Take care and give Clyde a big hug and a kiss on that beautiful nose of hers. My thoughts are with the two of you always.