An Easter Angelversary For Me Options

[Furkidlets' Mom]

My Most Beloved Niski-Pie,

It's Easter Sunday, but there is no celebration in our house, is there, Hon-Bun?.....this house that just isn't a home anymore, without you. There's no meatless Easter dinner feast, no hint of the idea of resurrection. Not for your Mom, Sweetie. No, Mom just sits here with a heart so badly broken and worn out from all the tears, yet one that faithfully always remembers her darling girl on each and every one of her 'special' days.....and as always, I'm the only one who does, eh, Sweetie?

As if another Easter without you wasn't bad enough, it's also your 19th Month Angelversary, isn't it, my darling gal-pal? And I guess I don't have to tell you what takes precedence in my mind, cuz you're my girl, and you knew me and my heart as thoroughly as if you'd existed all of your close to 20 years here right inside of me. And knowing what I know now about all things energetic, I guess you really did - after all, Pee-Pop, you and I know darn well our energies actually melded, right?.....one entrained right into the other. But I wish I could feel that again RIGHT NOW, in exactly the same way, just like "old times."

And speaking of "old times", is it YOU who's been sending me these old songs in my head? I woke up with one of them this morning, you know......incessantly repeating itself, over and over......until I had to look it up. Yes, Sweetie, it fits my mood today, and every day since you've been 'gone.' So, my girl-of-all-girls, my Daughter Forever, these are for you, on this, another Sadiversary, with Mommy missing you more than ever.....I LOVE you, my gal....always did, still do, and always will.......

"I'll Be Seeing You"

I'll be seeing you
In all the old familiar places
That this heart of mine embraces
All day through

In that small cafe
The park across the way
The children's carousel
The chestnut tree
The wishing well

I'll be seeing you
In every lovely summer's day
In everything that's light and g®ay
I'll always think of you that way

I'll find you in the morning sun
And when the night is new
I'll be looking at the moon
But I'll be seeing you......my Little Moonbeam Girl.

I'll Be Seeing You (New York Voices)

And one more for you....one of the other oldies I used to softly sing the chorus of in your ear (and your brother's) some nights.....oh, how I wish I could feel this way again.......
Counting Your Blessings (Amy Grant with Cece Winans) There was never a bigger blessing in my life than you, my Darling Nissa-Girl.....

[xrayspex]

I am sorry for you on this day. You are alone in your grief. Your other does not mention or acknowledge this sorrow, is that right?

I am so sorry....
Your friend...
John