So Sad!, Loss of my friend Options

[Victoria]

Hello all
I just lost my best friend on Sunday. He was just short of his 15th birthday. He had been sick for about 2 months. I tryed everything to help but nothing did. His name was J-dog, he was a very speical dog a Jack Russell. This is the hardest thing I've had to do. I'm having a really bad day today. I have two other dogs another JRT she is almost 13, and a Lab who is 13. What a crew! Both of my other dogs are joining me in my grief. I'm worried about my Lab he too is just hanging on to life by a thread. I don't know how I will deal with back to back grief like this. The Lab is my husbands dog, J-dog was mine and my other JRT is both of ours. She is having a hard time dealing with Jays death. I try not to cry around her, but it hard because she won't let me out of her sight. I quess I need some encouragement on how to deal with her. Gosh I miss my buddie so much....

[Victoria]

Almost to much to bear. Its been alittle over 2 months now since I lost my J-Dog. And now our Goose buddy is failing. Took him to the vet Friday and got the bad new... His blood work came back and he's dying. He's on fluids now, I give him a bag of lacted ringers every day. It's only a matter of time.
My heart is still breaking for Jay and now Goose. I hope I can see the light soon. I'm so tired of griefing... I still have my little girl Dinky but she's 13. They were the greatest 3 dogs they blended so well together. Dinky is having a hard time because all we do anymore is cry. And of course its winter so cold and snowy outside, that doesn't help either. I just needed to get this off my heart if you know what I mean. Thanks