Lost My Love, kidney and liver failer Options

[Murphy's Mom]

Three days ago we brought our baby into the vet to get checked out why she was not walking ok and why she was throwin up. She wouldnt eat and wouldnt play. When the vet told us she was in a serious way, we all thought maybe she would still be able to pull through. Thurday night we had to put her to sleep. She was in alot of pain and couldnt even lift her head up. I am so devestated. I can't believe she is actually gone. It was so hard this morning to wake up and not have to get her, her breakfast bone. And even harder on our other dog who always eats breakfast with her. He kept looking for her and she wasn't there. It just broke my heart. I know she is in a better place but i miss her so terribly and it hurts so much. This is the second loss we have had in 10 months. They were both my childhood pets. They grew up with me and comfurted me through so much. And now they are both gone. That is one thing they never tell you when you get a fur baby. that the loss is so painful. . . .but the life they give you while they are there is something i wouldnt trade for the world. I know it takes time to heal and that we will never stop missing her, but i just wish that i could hug her once more and give her a kiss on the head. My poor baby is gone. . . . i dont know how it will ever be the same. . . .

[toonie]

My heart goes out to you, this is so hard on top of the grief you were already going through from not even a year ago. I know that you know only time will soothe things for you, that right now you have to grieve but do believe that your childhood pets are more than in a better place, they're next to you, they're your light for the rest of your life, they will shine in the darkness for you, you will feel them when you are quiet, allow yourself to be for now and know that there is more love to come, just continue loving your childhood pets for now, when your beating heart settles it will feel that they were never really gone just in another form still to be with you with time. Keep the love going with your other grieving dog too, that is wonderful that you can think of him in spite of your own pain. A beautiful life you deserve and a beautiful life will continue for you. Take care.