Just Lost My Cat..., My 19 year old cat was hit by a car Options

[cfholden]

Our much cherished 19 year old Chris Craft the cat didn't come home last Saturday night, or Sunday morning. My husband went looking for him and found him, apparently having been hit by a car, and left in a dumpster. My husband came home screaming, and in shock. He won't describe to me exactly what he saw. But says it was bad. We both can't stop the crying and I've never felt such pain. I've watched both my parents die before my eyes, but this feels worse. I had time to prepare for my parents (years actually) .and although I cried for them, this pain is different. More intense, and the emptiness in our home without our cat is unbelievable. I don't want to go home. I feel such pain for my husband who had to find him. I keep reliving the moment he came home screaming and crying, and then I break into tears.
I will miss my little guy so much. Sunday was the worst day of my life.

[annie's mommy]

CFHolden,

I have been trying to provide comforting words as I feel a deep compassion for all who post here who have their losses, but my wound is quite recent and very deep. I really don't feel very well now, thank you though. Your answer in itself is comforting. I have 2 surviving cats who I love and who need me, but My Annie was my heart. I will not be getting any others. I cannot take this loss. I wish you the best.

annie's mommy