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![]() Group: Pet Lovers Posts: 84 Joined: 4-May 04 From: Atlanta, GA Member No.: 317 ![]() |
Hello. I haven't been here in a while but my grief over losing my schnauzer, Pepper, on Feb. 10 2007 is as raw today as it was then (he died of hemangiosarcoma).
I contacted a "pet psychic" right after he left who did a phone reading (cost me $50) and she was definitely a fraud. I am stuck in my grief. I was sobbing the shower last night. I have 2 other dogs whom I love with all my heart but I miss Pepper so much I cannot stand it. I'm still so angry at God, I HATE HIM. I know I'll have to pay for that but I'm not strong enough yet to care. My boy was so full of life and I don't understand how such a huge presence can just be extinguished like a candle flame? (Damn - here I am crying again). I literally have not had a second's peace since we found out that Pepper's cancer was terminal on Jan. 20th. I am truly at my wit's end. I am DESPERATE to contact Pepper. I need him to know how much I wanted to cure him. How much I love him. How much I miss him. How much I'm afraid I'm going to lose him if I'm stuck in this godforsaken life for another 20 - 30 years. I am very, very bitter. I just want to hear from Pepper and know he's okay. If you know of or have had dealings with a REAL psychic, please let me know. Thank you. |
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Group: Pet Lovers Posts: 149 Joined: 3-July 07 Member No.: 3,227 ![]() |
Jan, your story brought tears to my eyes. I can not tell you how happy I am that you have lifted the crushing weight and have moved towards 'good grief'. Yes, my first thought when you were telling the story about that woman was "God's Hand is in this."
Death is part of life, and without suffering, we would not be human and develop compassion. This website would not be here but for the fact that each of us has suffered over our pets. P.S. Pepper looks very intelligent! |
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