Anyone Know A Real Pet Psychic?, Desperately seeking contact Options

[jan]

Hello. I haven't been here in a while but my grief over losing my schnauzer, Pepper, on Feb. 10 2007 is as raw today as it was then (he died of hemangiosarcoma).

I contacted a "pet psychic" right after he left who did a phone reading (cost me $50) and she was definitely a fraud.

I am stuck in my grief. I was sobbing the shower last night. I have 2 other dogs whom I love with all my heart but I miss Pepper so much I cannot stand it.

I'm still so angry at God, I HATE HIM. I know I'll have to pay for that but I'm not strong enough yet to care. My boy was so full of life and I don't understand how such a huge presence can just be extinguished like a candle flame? (Damn - here I am crying again).

I literally have not had a second's peace since we found out that Pepper's cancer was terminal on Jan. 20th. I am truly at my wit's end. I am DESPERATE to contact Pepper. I need him to know how much I wanted to cure him. How much I love him. How much I miss him. How much I'm afraid I'm going to lose him if I'm stuck in this godforsaken life for another 20 - 30 years.

I am very, very bitter. I just want to hear from Pepper and know he's okay.

If you know of or have had dealings with a REAL psychic, please let me know.

Thank you.

[jan]

Thank you both so much.

I was at a Christian book store a week ago, looking for a card for a friend of mine who just lost her sister to lung cancer when I found a very small book on grief. So, I took a seat in one of the chairs and started reading it.

I noticed out of the corner of my eye that a lady a few rows ahead of where I was sitting was looking at me (not staring, just looked for a few seconds - okay, whatever). I had some tears while reading the book because it truly hit home with me. BTW - it's called Good Grief. I thought she was looking at me b/c I had tears on my face - not sobbing, but definitely had some tears flowing.

Anyway, she finally came up to me and said "Excuse me, I really don't normally do this but I want you to know that's a really great book. I'm a chaplain at a women's prison and a GRIEF COUNSELOR and I use that book and recommend it to my clients all the time".

I told her my dog had died in February and I was so angry at God and I missed my baby so much and yes, this book did seem to be hitting all the right buttons for me. We talked right there in the store for about a half hour and since then, even though I do still grieve for Pepper, it is the first time since February 10th that I haven't felt CRUSHED under the weight of unbearable grief. And, it's been "okay" for over a week now!!!

Well, I would like to think that God sent this lady to me. I don't know if He truly did but I'm certainly glad I crossed her path. Somehow, between reading that book and talking with this STRANGER, the clouds have lifted for the first time since February and I am truly thankful.