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![]() Group: Pet Lovers Posts: 50 Joined: 22-May 07 Member No.: 3,022 ![]() |
I can't believe its been a whole week since i kissed that soft little belly.I guess your daddy and i agreed without saying so to not speak of you today, and it was so hard as we only have one another and I the folks here.noone calls noone cares and when i did mention you the other day while out i actully got an eyeroll i wanted to sceam, i dont know what is wrong with people! and i am begining not to care, the people i have been around have not given me any joy that i can remmember as opposed to you my baby that gave me so much joy everyday, i miss playing hide and seek with you and i hate that i can walk down the hall unacostted noone jumpimg out at me. Sydney just stays in bed with whoever is sleeping shes fine but i am sure she misses you too. i cant believe i even miss the litter pan we do not need 2 now and so Sdyney has to do both in the one pan,you girls were so funny using one for pee and the other for foo-stinky, its just insane the things that are gone like being able to answer "the grey one did it" when anything happens not having to shut the bedroom door so daddy can sleep without you two chasing each other over his head, no walking you to the mailbox, and i lit a candle today and was able to leave the room and not worry about the baby getting at it.even trowing away a cig pack has changed i cant bear to wad them up i just toss them away cause i know you wont be fighting me for them.and i cant help but wish i could help daddy more i see him mist up often and i know i can talk to him whenever i want but i see his heart breaking so i am trying to not as much i wil just try and talk here more, he put his every morning milk cup away with a stern warning for me not to throw it out. i really just dont know what were gonna do we boith miss you so much its so hard,the word moving even came up.I just hope you knew how much we wanted to save you, we would have done anything not to lose you anything but let you suffer.i cant see to type anymore i love you baby,im sure i will come here often
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![]() Group: Pet Lovers Posts: 50 Joined: 22-May 07 Member No.: 3,022 ![]() |
Thank you both! so much as i am sure you know any kindly spoken words are always some comfort,, and I cant tell you how much it means to me right know,as always when i get a response i am thankful that i happen upon this place! as soory as i am that all are going through this pain it so nice to have a place where you dont feel quit as crazy..I guess had Kasey been a 2 legger,, i would have gotten abit of Sympathy Hell maybe even some emotional support but I will be Satisfied(ty Toonie) with the luck I had finding this place. And just feel sorry that some will never Have that love we all miss so much, Be assured everyday I try to be ok and I try sooo hard to not destory my memories of her wonderful joyfull life, short as it was she brought more joy then we could have ever asked for,Who knew??..lol I thought we we rescueing her!! what a joke that was!! she made our lives soooo full,Guess thats why so empty now but it was worth ever min. and every tear that I have still yet to cry...
Thank you again Toonie and Michelle Carolyn |
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