Ellie Mae (mufty Moo) -vale-., there's this aching hole in my centre Options

[doggy daddy]

I found I put my story in the wrong spot. It is quite long and have now tried to cut and paste into the right area. Sorry. Newbie under duress is all I can claim.

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[doggy daddy]

Thanks for your very kind words John B and Michelle.

I played "The Dance". Michelle, you gave me strength there girl. Oh boy.. I'm not crying all the time now.. in fact I've found some of my old usual "bouyant" self again. But when I do cry.. it is very intense. My face around my eyes hurt last time.

I'm also reminded to talk to her. So I'm talking to Ellie, using all her old nicknames(about 14 I think, Mufty-Moo, Mufty Dog, Dufty Mog, Dufty Moo,Dog Egg Layer-if you don't know that dog eggs are, you've never owned a dog-.Super Dog,Ell,Ellie,Black and Tan.
Talking to my Dad when he passed away three years ago helped me greatly. Him giving me some pretty neat signals also helped. He was diagnosed with liver cancer 2 years before he lost the fight.
Ellie was just fast. The vet said that animals bodies can adapt very well to a problem and mask it,even from the animal itself. So by the time -we- see it, it usualy very very advanced.

Sometimes we both say, if hadn't given them those cooked bones.. but as the vet siad, the symptoms would of appeared not too far down the track. This brought it forward. But -what if- we knew earlier.. what if we'd. oh,don't go down that path.. it'll never end.

Photo taken last month. We're on the trail of a rodent. She was an impressive mouser. one evening my wife heard a comotion under the house. Out comes Ellie and myself. I couldn't help it but I did my best Steve Irwin.. CRIKEY! You should of seen her go that rat!!

Doggy Daddy.

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