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KaseysMom
post May 28 2007, 09:58 PM
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I can't believe its been a whole week since i kissed that soft little belly.I guess your daddy and i agreed without saying so to not speak of you today, and it was so hard as we only have one another and I the folks here.noone calls noone cares and when i did mention you the other day while out i actully got an eyeroll i wanted to sceam, i dont know what is wrong with people! and i am begining not to care, the people i have been around have not given me any joy that i can remmember as opposed to you my baby that gave me so much joy everyday, i miss playing hide and seek with you and i hate that i can walk down the hall unacostted noone jumpimg out at me. Sydney just stays in bed with whoever is sleeping shes fine but i am sure she misses you too. i cant believe i even miss the litter pan we do not need 2 now and so Sdyney has to do both in the one pan,you girls were so funny using one for pee and the other for foo-stinky, its just insane the things that are gone like being able to answer "the grey one did it" when anything happens not having to shut the bedroom door so daddy can sleep without you two chasing each other over his head, no walking you to the mailbox, and i lit a candle today and was able to leave the room and not worry about the baby getting at it.even trowing away a cig pack has changed i cant bear to wad them up i just toss them away cause i know you wont be fighting me for them.and i cant help but wish i could help daddy more i see him mist up often and i know i can talk to him whenever i want but i see his heart breaking so i am trying to not as much i wil just try and talk here more, he put his every morning milk cup away with a stern warning for me not to throw it out. i really just dont know what were gonna do we boith miss you so much its so hard,the word moving even came up.I just hope you knew how much we wanted to save you, we would have done anything not to lose you anything but let you suffer.i cant see to type anymore i love you baby,im sure i will come here often
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- KaseysMom   1 Week   May 28 2007, 09:58 PM
- - KaseysMom   People here say to talk to you,Ii am finding that ...   May 30 2007, 01:45 AM
- - toonie   It's still so soon for both you and your husba...   May 30 2007, 08:06 AM
- - KaseysMom   Thanks so much Toonie, and I know your right, I te...   May 31 2007, 12:21 PM
- - KaseysMom   well i made it through week 2 and i must have let ...   Jun 5 2007, 12:29 AM
- - toonie   Kasey's mom, for you and your DH two weeks is ...   Jun 5 2007, 05:49 AM
- - KaseysMom   Thanks Toonie, your right of corse. I bred persian...   Jun 8 2007, 06:35 AM
- - KaseysMom   Oh my sweet little baby today is a bad day! I ...   Jun 8 2007, 03:36 PM
- - imissjoe   QUOTE (KaseysMom @ May 28 2007, 09:58 PM)I ca...   Jun 9 2007, 10:36 AM
- - KaseysMom   Yeah the tears never end and just when your so spe...   Jun 11 2007, 06:22 AM
- - KaseysMom   well its another day without the baby I actully th...   Jun 14 2007, 02:47 PM
- - KaseysMom   well the new thing someone just could not wait to ...   Jun 17 2007, 12:53 PM
- - toonie   Guess you will have to make that phone call and as...   Jun 18 2007, 06:29 PM
- - KaseysMom   Thank you Toonie and your right. Although at this ...   Jun 23 2007, 08:04 PM
- - KaseysMom   Well it's me again Baby I am just crying my ey...   Jun 27 2007, 11:48 PM
- - KaseysMom   Its gettng no better my sweet Baby, I still miss y...   Jun 29 2007, 08:49 PM
- - KaseysMom   Well another week I tried to write on monday but I...   Jul 5 2007, 02:41 PM
- - KaseysMom   When we came back from the ER after letting you go...   Jul 5 2007, 02:51 PM
- - KaseysMom   My Baby I miss you soo much, we actully had compan...   Jul 11 2007, 02:49 PM
- - Laney   Carolyn, that is a BEAUTIFUL poem you wrote for K...   Jul 11 2007, 04:51 PM
- - KaseysMom   Thank you so much ,it means alot to hear that. Car...   Jul 14 2007, 11:17 PM
- - KaseysMom   Been a few days since i wrote I think i am trying ...   Jul 19 2007, 07:11 PM
- - toonie   Hi Kasey's mom, so sorry you are having a hard...   Jul 20 2007, 06:14 AM
- - Lucy1Josie2   You know what, Kasey's Mom? I think as we get...   Jul 20 2007, 10:18 AM
- - KaseysMom   Thank you both! so much as i am sure you know ...   Jul 20 2007, 03:32 PM
- - slbrock59   You and Kasey are in my thoughts and prayers this ...   Jul 21 2007, 05:16 PM
- - KaseysMom   Thank you Steve,, wishing you the best also! ...   Jul 27 2007, 12:43 AM
- - KaseysMom   Bad today Baby.. I passed another sunday-monday.. ...   Jul 31 2007, 05:37 PM
- - toonie   QUOTE you were my touch stoneQUOTE I know in my he...   Aug 1 2007, 05:15 AM
- - KaseysMom   Thank you Toonie..hugss to you as well   Aug 1 2007, 10:44 AM
- - KaseysMom   My sweet sweet Baby,, i am so sorry i have not bee...   Aug 14 2007, 10:47 PM


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