My Dog Was Put Down Because Of Dcm Options

[dobielover]

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Hi there.
My name is Jamie and i was a owner of a beautiful 4 yr. old doberman named A.J.
I just had to put him down on Friday, July 30th due to an illness called DCM.
I cant stand this guilt and hurt and numbness all over me. I keep feeling like i made the wrong choice, that i should of waited a couple more days. Im so sick to my stomach that i vomited when i got home. I need to stop this torchure that im doing to myself. I just feel like i disappointed him by killing him. I know i didnt kill him, but i brought him to the vet and signed for him to be put down. I just wish i could convince myself i did the right thing. Everyone says i did the best for him. I still dont think so. I CANT STAND IT!!! I miss him SO much! I cant breath at times cause i get so upset about him. I just want him home again.
I feel so guilty,sick,upset,misserable,regret........i just want him back!

[dobielover]

Thankyou SO SO SO much to EVERYONE AGAIN who took the time to help me through this tough time.
It has been 4 days and still it hurts SO bad!
But reading what everyone has wrote to me cheers me up little by little.
Thankyou again!
As soon as i can figure it out, i will post pictures of my best friend...A.J
Thankyou!!!!
Jamie(dobielover)