My Dog Sonnet, difficulty dealing with loosing her Options

[sonnet]

On June 12, 2004 I had my 13 year old lab euthanized. She had terrible elbow dysplasia since age 6 (I adopted her at 4 years old) for which we went to the vet every month for Adequan shots which kept her going this long, but last May her spine became arthritic. The last 2 months of her life she developed elbow infections and a pressure sore on her shoulder. She didn't really want to play (she was a fetch-a-holic) and I knew it was time by looking at her eyes. Her vet helped me with this decision, saying it was best for Sonnet but it doesn't make it easier to deal with being alone. I miss her so much. She was always with me in every room and the place is so empty now. I could use support in going through this tough grieving

[Ruth]

Thank you for your support. I just stumbled upon this site while looking for support. Did oyu feel like you couldn't love another dog again? I know I'm notmready to even think about adopting someone at this time even though it's so lonely and quiet at home. It's amazing how one doggie can fill a house!

I know what you mean about the silence. I know there must have been times when you're Sonnet wasn't making a noise, as there were times when my Duke wasn't making a noise, but somehow it seems so much quieter during those times now. Even the little things like them stirring in their bed, yawning or stretching become some much a part of our subconscious that when they're not there any longer the silence is deafening.