The Spectre Of Doom Options

[xrayspex]

It has been some time....time that I have not been here. I see some familiar posters still here..Furkidlets mom,Michelleskitty,Ryancat,MooseMom,AlleysMama,Muffins...kind & wonderful people that helped me before in my time of terrible darkness. That time has come once again. Barely 3 months since the Spectre of Doom took my Chase...NOW THE ABOMINATION COMES FOR MY ABIGAIL & DOESN"T EVEN FINISH HER OFF...I had to make the wretched decision this morning at the vets office after some of the grimest survival options were put to me on what was to be a very bleak and not so optimistic..(not to mention painful) recovery. Last night we had our 8 year old ferret..Abigail (who we nicknamed "Miss") out in the bedroom poking around. She has been very tired of late but was still herself. This morning she was not herself. She could not stand up...she looked so tired...and the life light was fading quickly from her eyes. The Spectre came in the night & left her in pain. This morning we rushed her to our vet...and came home with an empty cage & broken hearts. We have been crying all day long. I miss her so much. I am again in the terrible throws of grief. I was just healing from Chase and really starting to remember all the funny and wonderful things about her...now my world is dark & full of great woe once again.

http://youtube.com/18foxtrot

Above is a link I started on 'You Tube called ' THE FUR CHANNEL" I cannot go there right now because it will invoke terrible emotional pain. There is a video of Abigail on there I can't bear to watch right now called "Nap Time for Little Miss"...but you will be able to see that page is a tribute to nothing but animals. There is also a good clip of Abigail trying to drag one of her most loved toys (my wife...a full grown adult!!!!) into a corner so she can come back and get her later

PS Furkidlets mom...I got your message just tonite.. I am sorry I have been gone so long.. I will see you in the forum

[ryancat]

John, I am so sorry for your loss. I was just thinking of you the other day,wondering how you were doing.I remember when you first came to this site when you lost your beautiful Chase.I had just found this site myself in Oct. of last year.You were such a great comfort to me and to so many others going thur the loss of a beloved pet.Now you have come back and I am so sorry it is for such a sad reason.I also remember your Abigail in pictures with Chase at christmas, they made me smile.When my boy Sox had to be put to sleep back in Oct. it was (and still is) the hardest decision we ever had to make but we did it because we loved him and we didn't want him to suffer anymore than he already had.You did the same thing for your girl, you accepted the pain so she wouldn't have to do it anymore.It is a hard choice to make but one we have to do because we love them so much.I wish I had the words to help you to feel better but I hope that by knowing you are not alone it helps you alittle bit.You are in my thoughts and prayers tonight.May you find the comfort you need right here among friends.......we will be here for you as long as you need us.You have helped so many others now it is your turn so lean on us if you need to. Sincerely,Renee (Sox's mom)