The Spectre Of Doom Options

[xrayspex]

It has been some time....time that I have not been here. I see some familiar posters still here..Furkidlets mom,Michelleskitty,Ryancat,MooseMom,AlleysMama,Muffins...kind & wonderful people that helped me before in my time of terrible darkness. That time has come once again. Barely 3 months since the Spectre of Doom took my Chase...NOW THE ABOMINATION COMES FOR MY ABIGAIL & DOESN"T EVEN FINISH HER OFF...I had to make the wretched decision this morning at the vets office after some of the grimest survival options were put to me on what was to be a very bleak and not so optimistic..(not to mention painful) recovery. Last night we had our 8 year old ferret..Abigail (who we nicknamed "Miss") out in the bedroom poking around. She has been very tired of late but was still herself. This morning she was not herself. She could not stand up...she looked so tired...and the life light was fading quickly from her eyes. The Spectre came in the night & left her in pain. This morning we rushed her to our vet...and came home with an empty cage & broken hearts. We have been crying all day long. I miss her so much. I am again in the terrible throws of grief. I was just healing from Chase and really starting to remember all the funny and wonderful things about her...now my world is dark & full of great woe once again.

http://youtube.com/18foxtrot

Above is a link I started on 'You Tube called ' THE FUR CHANNEL" I cannot go there right now because it will invoke terrible emotional pain. There is a video of Abigail on there I can't bear to watch right now called "Nap Time for Little Miss"...but you will be able to see that page is a tribute to nothing but animals. There is also a good clip of Abigail trying to drag one of her most loved toys (my wife...a full grown adult!!!!) into a corner so she can come back and get her later

PS Furkidlets mom...I got your message just tonite.. I am sorry I have been gone so long.. I will see you in the forum

[My Buddy]

Dear Dear John,
you have always been there for everyone, I remember your posts so vividly through my own initial loss and on-going pain...I am truly sorry yet again....why why why, I know thats the question we all want to ask and can't possibly know...Just know that you and your family are in our thoughts and prayers..Keep on writing, I like to see the old friends here to keep me knowing I am not alone, alot of people have moved on...I just sorry you have come back for such as a sad reason. I am praying for strength for you right now...you and your wife are amazing people...I have faith in you..Peace and Love, Hrudey's Momma, forever my Christmas Angel...