Overall Feelings... Options

[radgirl]

I am now having the overwhelming feeling that although I can go on with my day to day routine, keep myself occupied with my family, and get involved in activities, life will just never have quite the same meaning without Misty. He provided the extra small piece to life's meaning and purpose for me. Not that he was EXTRA in any way, for the fullfillment he provided gave that extra special piece.....

IT's sad to get to this point. I just don't think another pet would ever be the same.....it was too unique a relationship.

Since most of the people in my life ignored anything had happened, this is magnifying this feeling of missing that special piece-that special joy-in life. IT reminds me of how pets seem to be the only thing that doesn't let you down. IT's such a unique void that they fill......well, you know.

I feel like I have no one to help me work through these feelings but everyone here. It also helps me to help others here that I see going through a different stage--it actually is good for me...maybe to be "needed" so to speak.

Thanks everyone here for all their support. Sure wish I had found this back in December......

Misty's Mama