Happy Birthday Moustache, 10 years was not enough Options

[Moose Mom]

To my Moose kitty, my good boy.

Three weeks ago you choose to go away from us. Now it's your birthday and I can't stop crying and looking at your pictures and loving you. Isn't there any way you could have given us just this little amout of time so we could have had one more birthday with you? We got you a card baby, I hope you can mark it like you did all the others.

We love you so much baby boy. Happy Birthday, birthday boy.


Forever Autumn

The summer sun is fading as the year grows old
And darker days are drawing near.
The winter winds will be much colder
Now you're not here.

I watch the birds fly south across the autumn sky
And one by one they disappear.
I wish that I was flying with them
Now you're not here.

Like the sun through the trees you came to love me.
Like a leaf on a breeze you blew away.

Through autumn's golden gown we used to kick our way,
You always loved this time of year.
Those fallen leaves lie undisturbed now
'Cause you're not here.
'Cause you're not here.
'Cause you're not here.

Like the sun through the trees you came to love me,
Like a leaf on a breeze you blew away.

A gentle rain falls softly on my weary eyes
As if to hide a lonely tear,
My life will be forever autumn
'Cause you're not here.
'Cause you're not here.
'Cause you're not here.

From the Moody Blues album "The War Of The Worlds" (1978) Written by Paul Vigrass, Gary Osborne and Jeff Wayne

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[Moose Mom]

Thanks guys my Moosie was so beautiful, we were so proud of him. His mustache and his mane and his beautiful eyes. His racing stripes on his back legs, I miss it all so much. We talked about naming him Hitler, LOL. Just couldn't do it to the kid, but he did have a 'Hitler' mustache. He was a silly boy and I love him so.

I thought the song was so right for him, he loved the fall, and we didn't even rake the leaves after he passed, he loved them so. We left them for him. I found one beautiful leaf on the ground at the mall when we went to get the curio case we put his urn on. I put it on top of his urn and it's still there.

The original post was last November, his "birthday" was just three weeks after he died. It wasn't really his birthday, who knew when that was, it was the day we got him. My god that was a hard time! In saying that I realize how far I've come. While I'm still so sad, I'm in a better place. Much more calm most days. While I still cry some every day, it's not all day. While I did resist so hard I did, finally, accept. That may give hope to someone who is where I was back then. It does get better. In a way it sucks that it does. I guess I'm never satisfied...

Love