Lost My Leo Of 15 Years Options

[macgrl]

This just happened yesterday and my husband and I are just devastated, even though we knew his days were becoming numbered.

The past year he walked with a limp and we had him on cosquin for cats and that seemed to ease the arthritis in his hips. My daughter who was only six when he came home as a kitten noticed his decline when she last came to visit a week ago. He was much more frail, and not living with him day to day she noticed the difference between even Christmas and now.

Superbowl sunday he was his usual self, we ordered a family chicken dinner and was getting his usual expected share of chicken. Yesterday morning I gave him his usual can of soft food, then about a hour or two later he vomited it up, and by the looks of it the chicken from last night, undigested. He also had a dirrehea like drainage and was trying to pass a stool where he was laying but all he could do was just spasm in pain. Good god we tried to help, I got a warm washcloth to clean his hindquarters which clearly bothered him. I called the vet and made an appointment as soon as possible which would have been the next day. In the meanwhile Leo went to hide behind a desk and curl up, my daughter went to put him back by the towels in the bathroom and he had his mouth open for a moment in a pant. I had to call back and ask if I could bring him in immediately to put him down, so I got the car ready because it is frigid cold here in WI and my daughters brought him to the car. My husband could not bare to go with us because that was his baby.

I got half way and I was ready to turn the car around, but my daughter reminded me even though he was alert he was periodically spasming in pain. This was it. It hit us so fast we did not have time to brace ourselves. He calmly stayed still there for the vet when he got ready to get the shot and he went so peacefully. It was a mix of relief and grief for us, especially the girls I have at home who have grown up with him. After all was done the vet showed us his skin that had signs of liver failure. It is comforting to read the posts where everybody had their doubts and second guesses like I did. I am still going through the motions, I never had a pet for this long.

[Furkidlets' Mom]

I have almost 20 years of memories of me and my kidlets, Nissa and Sabin, in the 2 gardens (2 houses) I designed with both them and me in mind. I created a jungle for them, too, with plenty of places suited to feline delights. I'm dreading this spring and summer, as I'll be all alone out there, for the first time since I really had a (grown) garden space. It's so alien a concept to NOT have cats completing the homey spaces out there, I don't think I'll be able to tend the plants much at all. For me, our yard is my kids' yard even more than mine, especially Nissa's. Here's one of each of them in some fav*ourite spot. (don't know how to post more than one in each post, or even if it's possible w/o photobucket, so will have to do two separate posts) This first one is of Sabin, in the irises. (we have a lot of ferns, too, now overgrowing these irises)

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