I Can't Do This Again, Losing another furbaby Options

[jan]

We found out last Saturday that our 14 year old miniature schnauzer, Pepper, has hemangiosarcoma. He has a tumor off his spleen that basically takes up his entire abdomen.

We lost his mama, Molly, on March 29th last year.

I first came to this site after suddenly losing our 10 year old black lab, Phoenix, in 2004.

Somebody please help me! The vet says there is absolutely nothing that can be done for Pepper. Surgery won't add any appreciable time to his life. So, I just have to sit here and wait for him to die.

I HATE THIS WORLD. I HATE GOD. HOW CAN THERE BE SO MUCH DAMN PAIN AND GRIEF IN THIS WORLD?

I can't stand it. I really, really cannot stand it.

[FurDad]

Oh Jan hun, I have only just read your post. I am so sorry for what you're going through...again. As you know I've just done it all...again, and I TOTALLY understand the need or want to shout at someone, to question why we have to face the heartache all over. Didn't we pay enough last time damnit!? I wish there was someone I could vent at, I'd certainly give you their number!

If I could find a way to gather myself some strength right now to help myself through what I'm going through I would certainly send some your way. I AM thinking of you and hope you find the best way through this.

Hugs