Now This Is A Sign!, (from my Little Nis') Options

[Furkidlets' Mom]

My grief has been simply terrible of late and with still fretting over the lack of signs from my gal, and both Sabin's and Nissa's birthday coming up on the 20th (and woulda been both of their 20th years), followed rapidly by the fifth month of Nissa's departure on the 23rd of this month as well.....my heart has been even more broken than ever before.

BUT....yesterday was a day of sudden 'reprieves'.....unbelievable, yet totally believable as well! While I've been avoiding music as much as possible since Nissa's been gone, my H happened to have our computer playing some in late afternoon. Since I was about to leave the room anyway, I didn't ask him to turn it off for my sake. But before I left, I asked my H to join me in asking Nissa to send me a message because of where I was going later on (see below), and he agreed to do so. Before I knew it, the song "The Year of the Cat" came on.....and THEN I ran for the stairs to get away. Yet, when I got upstairs, my inner voice told me to turn on my radio up there.....just in case there was a message to be had from my girl (considering the song I'd just run away from). So I did, and was tuning it away from the talk show that was on when I heard this snippet from this other talk show....about spiritual stuff....and the value of getting quiet in order to find God more easily. No sooner than they'd started yakking about this concept, the guest speaker mentioned that, related to this aspect, he'd done some reading about someone else's ideas about this....a certain someone named....Greg of Nissa!!!!!!! Now I don't know who in the heck this Greg guy is, and frankly, I doubt it matters a whit.....but his NAME, which I clearly heard (even if it's spelled differently, that's how it sounded).....well, come ON!....not only the Nissa part, but the entire t*itle is only ONE letter short of one of our humourous variations on Nissa's name.....Nissa The Grey!!! ....or Grey of Nissa!! Well!.....how much more obscure can you get?!?!? I NEVER hear her name.....anywhere! And yet here it was, right in front of me, right after I'd listened to my inner voice. Not only that, but I've been intuiting of late that, in order to make contact with her, I felt I would have to return to practising getting quiet....the very topic that had preceded this.

And the messages didn't stop there, either. I'd gone upstairs for the express purpose of getting ready to attend my first service ever at a Spiritualist church in the city. It was to be a "Messages Only" service, the first since the holidays, and I asked my girl to BE there with me and to try and come through again. Well, not knowing what to expect really, I was first struck by the harpist/soloist's choice of songs for the evening, which was about a couple taking pleasure in the small joys of life...and the woman having their CAT on her lap as they all relaxed together. Then, out of a group of about 30-odd people...I got a reading! Not only was it bang-on about my cir%%stances and how I've been feeling...but mention was made of a major loss, the inner strength I really do have inside, AND that my loved ones are busy sending me strength all the time!! There was more, all accurate, but this, to me, was the highlight. MY GIRL WAS THERE.....4 times in one day, bang, bang, bang, bang!

Oh, my Galski.....thankyouthankyouthankyouthankyouTHANKYOU!!!!! You ARE here for me, just as you promised you'd be....always!!!! I LOOOOOOVE you, my Cuddle-Button!!!! Please help me to reach those states of quietude....so that I can FEEL you, know that I'm WITH you and you're with ME, as always, and that this will NEVER, EVER change! My girl, my Love-Dove, my Nissa The Grey of the Clan McGrey....you are a wonder among wonders and Mommy will try even harder now...now that you've given me HOPE, and your big, pink, fuzzy love...ever mine....I love you, my Niski-Pie!!!

[E.M]

Firkidlets' Mom

Denis is pronounced like the English version with double 'n', he just didn't want it spelt the common way!

When Denis walked into the room it was a bit like the out-of-the-corner-of-the-eye type of visual ADC but this time it wasn't, it was a lot slower with a real sense of him walking in, but (and I knew this) that when I would turn to look at him he would 'disappear', and even though he did I still had to talk to him because as far as I knew he could still be there in the room even though I couldn't see him.

I think we all receive different gifts in different ways and we have to be truely thankful for which ever way we get them.

I understand your desire to have them manifest in the ways you would like them, I would like to have a real full on face to face visual ADC so I'm working on things my end in case it should ever happen. I think the chances are slim but who know?

Out of interest do you come from a spiritually family? You do seem to be a very spiritual/earthy type of person and if anyone is going to have more luck at this sort of thing it should be you.

The diet thing has been mention in another book that I receive in the post today about contacting the afterlife so it may just be worth considering. I know what you mean though, having to cook all the time just sucks!!

Oh and the kissing thing I totally understand, Denis used to do Eskimo kisses and then round them off with a lick on the nose, so not getting them anymore, now that really does suck. The two girls only just tolerate getting kissed on the head before they feel the need to leg it!

Ok, so now on to the bit I need to tell you about, I read your reply last night and have to say I felt troubled by it and sensed your real need for better signs/contact. For some reason I felt I had to wait to reply to you till today, as if indeed I was waiting for that sign for you. I'm not sure where this was coming from but that was what I did.
Anyway after skimming through each of the book I received in the post today I came across a bit that said about tuning yourself in and being at one with nature etc, I went outside to get some more coal in for the fire and just stood there. It was a lovely crisp, bright day, and I just watched the birds flying about the garden.
After about 10 minutes I looked up into the sky and thought OMG, as clear as any artists portrait were two dogs facing each other, one was a terrier type with sticky up flappy ears and the other was of a more elderly dog with grey around the muzzle. Now these weren't just fuzzy clouds that you really had to look at to make pictures in them, as I said they were like real drawings. I was so in awe that I ran straight in to find my camera.
When I did find it and went back outside they had disappeared. I looked in the same spot and they were gone but the next picture was of a rabbit. Again clear as anything with loads of detail. I stood there and thought, dogs, rabbits where are the cats, I want to see cats (always the selfish one, me!) so I looked to one side and there was the cat, side profile, where I screamed with delight. I took a photo, but couldn't really see what I was aiming at.
When I got back in and looked at the two pictures the cat wasn't there, I must have been aiming in the wrong position, but when I looked at the pictures, to the other side of the smoke coming out of my chimney there was indeed another cat that I hadn't noticed. Now this one was nothing like what I saw with the others, it has no detail and has just the outline. It is of a very slim, tall cat, almost drawn with childlike simplicity, and I thought who is this cat?

Now you can take this either way, you can say yeh that is a cat, could be any cat or you can say that is Nissa cos that was who came into my head, that was the reason why I had to wait till today to reply, and that was the message I was meant to send to you today! For some reason last night I knew I would be sending you a message, I just didn't know what it would be or who it would be about.

I think the reason this image came out differently as I said in a childlike simplicty may mean something more to you, or does it echo the childlike simplicity of the love you shared in them kisses?

Kim Sheridan mentions ADC in clouds, so I do indeed think this one was for you.

Anyway that was the good news, the bad news is I can't upload it at the moment for you to see, VERY VERY SORRY, so you are just gonna have to wait! Oh the agony, I know, hope to sort the problem out when my partner gets back.

So take care and keep on looking for them ol' signs and hope of the bigger and better ones to come.

Debbie (E.M)