Weeping Alot On The Last Day Of 2006... Options

[BooBoo's Mom]

I just don't know what the matter is with me, but this changing of the year is making me so sad and weepy. I just DON'T WANT my dog to have died "last year." All day today, I haven't been able to think or speak of my dog without crying and I haven't done that since he first died in March. I feel like I am losing him all over again just because a new year will soon start. I guess it's like he doesn't exist in 2007, like he did in 2006. I feel like the world doesn't know him in 2007. I tell you, I feel crazy sometimes.

[Amarna]

BooBoo's Mom, I know how you feel, 100%, about leaving your baby behind in 2006. I feel exactly the same way. We said goobye to our darling Caesar four weeks ago, December 8, and after 16 years with our little boy, it just doesn't seem real. I remember before the first 24 hours, "having our baby with us yesterday at this time"....Before the first week was up, "I had my baby last week at this time".... The first month will be up this Monday.... Last year was over before it had a chance to fully register what the implications in this way of thinking means.... Time never stands still...only the love in our hearts is unchanging...

I truelyl understand how you feel at this time...