I'm Feeling So Sad Today, missing my boy Sox Options

[ryancat]

Hi,everyone.It's been awhile since I've posted here but tonight I found myself coming here without even thinking about it.I guess I just wanted to see that there are many others still coping with the loss of a beloved pet.I am missing my baby Sox so bad tonight I can't stand it........I've been thinking of him every day wondering if he's in heaven,hoping he'll wait there for me when it's my time,wishing he were here instead of there so I could tell him I love him more one time and hug him like I used to...it's sooo hard to live without him.The holidays were always his favorite time of year with all the ribbons and bows to play with,the extra treats in his stocking,wrapping paper everywhere for him to play in,etc...We hung his stocking up this year even tho he's no longer here,is that weird? I just wish I could turn back time and bring him back to me just for a minute so I could say a proper goodbye.When he was put to sleep I was too upset to give him the goodbye I should have and now I feel guilty that I wasn't stronger.I don't know what else to say I guess I just needed to get out some of my feelings tonight.I pray that everyone who reads this post will soon find comfort and relief from the grief we are all feeling right now.Send me some prayers too while your at it cuz I sure could use them.Thanks for listening........ Renee (Sox's mom)

[LifeLight]

Thank you for that, and I think you are right.
At least I feel as if I have pulled myself together once more after reading your post.
What you said about forgetting.......I have always thought that, but was afraid to tell anyone what I thought.
We shall see what we shall see, huh? If a sincere heart is the key--or one of them--then we are in line for it.
If saying it could make it so, I would say Peace and true contentment to your heart.
God Bless