Furry Has Been Gone For 8 Weeks Today Options

[Furry's mum]

The nights are are getting here earlier, it's only 7.30 p.m. & it's almost dark. As the seasons change I remember all the things that Furry used to do:- go out & sniff the air & if it was too cold, come straight back in again. Sleep on my tummy when the nights were cold. Sit in front of the woodburning stove & get too hot to touch!
I just hate to think of her under the ground, yet I didn't want her to be cremated either.
I wish she would come to me in a dream, but it hasn't happened yet.
What do you do if you don't really believe that there is a Rainbow Bridge, or any kind of heaven? I find myself longing for her so much, & thinking of all those wasted hours, when she was asleep somewhere upstairs & I wasn't with her.
I wish I could remember if I was talking to her in her final moments but my mind is blank for that last half hour.
Today the grief seems as raw as that first week.
Judith

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[Krissyo]

Kim R. & Joanne,

Thanks for the compliments about Dugan. That is one of my favorite pictures of him. Believe it or not, it was not even a posed picture. He just loved to get up on the counters (especially in the winter) and roam thru the plants. Every night when I would get home from work Dugan and Dobbsie (pts 12/20/04) would be on the counter in front of the "treat" cabinet knowing that the first thing I always did was give them treats as I was so happy to see them at the end of long day! I will try and post a bigger picture this weekend with my husband's help.

I saw this and thought it spoke volumes to me and I am sure everyone else so I thought I would pass it along:

[/QUOTE] "Love knows not it's own depth until the hour of separation..."

Judith, you and Bella are in my prayers. I so admire you for adopting Bella and opening yourself up again.

Dugan's Mom
Krissyo