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 Sep 10 2006, 03:30 PM
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It has been 7 weeks today since my darling cat Furry had to be pts. I felt that I was beginning to cope a bit better. Have been back to work for a week & have been able to function, just.
Today was the first time that I didn't "observe" the time of her death, by looking at photo's or sitting by her grave & talking to her. Later my OH, without my knowledge, decided to light candles around her grave, & then took me into the garden to see. This made me feel like I did the day she died- terrrible grief & unstoppable tears, I still can't stop crying. I feel like I killed her - too much medication? or not enough? I can only think of those last painful minutes of her life. Why have I got to this stage again, when I was beginning to think about the happy times we shared? She was only 12. Please help me to understand why I feel this way now. Judith |
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Sep 11 2006, 12:14 AM
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[quote=Furry's mum,Sep 10 2006, 03:30 PM]It has been 7 weeks today since my darling cat Furry had to be pts. I felt that I was beginning to cope a bit better. Have been back to work for a week & have been able to function, just. Today was the first time that I didn't "observe" the time of her death, by looking at photo's or sitting by her grave & talking to her. Later my OH, without my knowledge, decided to light candles around her grave, & then took me into the garden to see. This made me feel like I did the day she died- terrrible grief & unstoppable tears, I still can't stop crying. I feel like I killed her - too much medication? or not enough? I can only think of those last painful minutes of her life. Why have I got to this stage again, when I was beginning to think about the happy times we shared? She was only 12. Please help me to understand why I feel this way now. Judith |
I have just checked back in here after many months. I am so sorry to read of Furry and her story. Even though I cannot help you understand the cir%%stances of her passing, be assured that others are thinking of you tonight, and feeling your pain. It has almost been one year since my best friend's passing--September 26, 2005...our Sheltie Bailey. I truly thought I was done with all of this grieving, and then tonight it all came rushing back--the tears, the sobbing. Anyway, this site was my salvation in the sad times. Sometimes total strangers are the best friends us pet lovers can have. Could you share a happy tale about Furry??? I think that would be good medicine for us both now. But anyway, be assured that Bailey was there to welcome Furry accross the Rainbow Bridge. They are probably both up there now, tails wagging, wondering what the heck we are both down here looking sad about! Take care. Others are thinking of you...
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Furry's mum Why Such Awful Pain Now? Sep 10 2006, 03:30 PM
parker Judith,
You feel this way because it has only been... Sep 10 2006, 03:44 PM Precious' mom Judith,
12 years is a long time!! Take all... Sep 10 2006, 04:05 PM Shortrish Judith, - I know how you feel. It's been 8 wee... Sep 10 2006, 04:53 PM Krissyo Judith, I know how you feel. It was only three w... Sep 10 2006, 06:55 PM Precious' mom Memorials and blessings DO help, more than you kno... Sep 10 2006, 07:30 PM Furry's mum Thank you all so much for your kind words & su... Sep 11 2006, 12:36 AM Furkidlets' Mom Furry's Mum,
I'm so sorry about your Furr... Sep 11 2006, 12:14 PM Furry's mum Dear Furkidlit's mom,
Thank you so much for yo... Sep 11 2006, 01:49 PM Furkidlets' Mom Furry's Mum,
Like you, I also was keeping all... Sep 11 2006, 02:10 PM
Furry's mum Dear Furkidlit's mom,
Like you I've been r... Sep 12 2006, 01:28 AM |
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