Where Are You? Options

[Steph]

Where have you gone my dear little friend Luba?

One week ago today we were in the park. You were joyfully retrieving your ball, as you had done almost every day over the past 9 years.

Now you are gone. I look for you everywhere, but you are not there. I keep thinking that if I go outside and call your name, if I look really hard, you will come bounding back into my arms.

You are gone. I saw your little body at the vet's. Yet I cannot believe that you are now completely gone.

Do you see me? Do you hear me? Are you upset that I am crying like you always were when I was upset. Or are you just gone.

"Little Dog" where have you got yourself to? I often wish that I was with you wherever you have gone.

[gingerspal]

yes, steph, that was the worst---the hoping part--in my case my cat lived for almost a week after surgery--in the middle of the week the vet told me that he was probably going to be able to come home in a day or so! that surgery was successful!!--I don't think I have ever been so happy in all my life--but then when I went to see him in the hospital I knew looking at him that things were so bad.
I don't understand why the vet seemingly lied to me!! maybe she was just "hoping" that her little cheerleading thing would help turn the tide. Ginger had about 5 different vets in the last week--each time I went into the emergency clinic it was a different one.
The "hopes dashed" thing was truly awful so I can totally relate to what you have written.
Have you gone back to work yet?