Still Feeling Really, Really Bad And Sad, Still Feels Like She Should Be Here Options

[BabyHannahsMom]

Ya'll, I'm sorry. I just feel so sad. Sometimes, like last night, I just kept thinking that Hannah was supposed to be here to go to bed with me. I thought it several times. I'm not even sure I've 100% accepted that she's gone.

I am just so depressed and even though I imagine that's normal after just under 6 weeks, I'm still in the mode of blaming myself for this and that, and for thinking about all the things I could have done for her but didn't. You have all helped so much. I know I just have to assimilate everything and get myself together, but it's so hard.

I would so much appreciate your looking at the two posts I made about Hannah and the two pictures of her in the Tribute section. I see not very many have looked at those two posts. I put them in that forum because I figured that's where they were supposed to go. But would you please read the little tribute I wrote about Miss Hannah and her pictures and let me hear from you about that? It would mean so much to me. I have cried and cried so much to you all about myself, and I really wanted you to know about how special and sweet and cute Hannah was.
Thanks again,
Marcia