Still So Lonely, missing my girl Options

[Moyia's Mom]

Hello Folks,

I haven't been here in awhile, I've been hoping some space would help, but no. I'm still desparately lonely for my girl. It's almost six weeks since she was so cruelly taken from us. I still haven't seen or heard from the guy who killed her, and I don't expect to. I'm hoping that I don't see him, but I'm from a small town so eventually our paths will cross. My hope is that I can be self-controlled and not tell him exactly what I think of him.
Anyway, life is going on without Moyia although we desparately miss her. My husband was away for 10 days. It was not a problem getting up earlier and doing his barn work, nor doing the barn checks at night. But it was weird doing that stuff without my girl. Her quiet company was always so reassuring. How I miss her welcoming bark when I would get home!!! Everything is so different without her. I'm still not sleeping properly, I keep waking and listen for her. Even last night as the Easter Bunny was hiding eggs, I thought how we never had to worry about Moyia taking anything like that. She had free rein of the downstairs. Even now she would be beside me while I'm at my desk.
I have a wonderful family who in most part have understood my grief. Moyia was so well behaved and such a major part of our lives which we didn't even realize until she was taken from us. I still feel somewhat disjointed.

I MISS MY MOYIA. Velma (Moyia's Mom)

[LittleKitty]

I just lost my furbaby, and I can't even imagine how I will feel in six weeks from now. But I wanted to extend a cyber-hand out to you because I feel your pain of loss.

I know that the hardest moments to get through have been the mundane tasks when my cat would be with me so I can imagine how it must feel to be without your companion. I hope it gets better for all of us soon. I think being here is going to help me and I hope it helps you too.