Still Missing Cody, Almost 5 Months Options

[cody33dog]

I am still missing my beloved wiener dog Cody. I had to put him down almost 5 months ago. I finally had my baby girl she is 7 weeks old. Everyone keeps telling me that when Ali came I would just move on and forget. That hasn't happend. I feel worse. I keep looking at Ali thinking of how great friends her and Cody would have been. I still have a big void in my life. I miss him so much still. People think I am crazy that I still cry over losing him. But he was my best friend. I don't think I will ever get over losing him. I do feel a little better than the day I had to put him down, but not much. I just miss him so much. When does it get to where I won't cry anymore. I have pictures all around the house and in my photo albums, he was my life for 5 years. I just don't know how to go on without him. I feel like I am forgetting what it was like to have him around and that scares me the most. I am waiting for the day that I feel like I did the right thing and I know that Cody understands. But it just isn't happening. Who knows maybe I am crazy to get worked up over a dog. But I don't really care because I feel like I lost a child. Thanks for listening. Stacey