Talking To The Walls, to Miss Boo Options

[Clairecares]

I miss you my friend. I am glad it is only me in pain now. Better me than you. You were always so good to me. You deserved not to suffer. It was bad at the end & it would have been cruel to try to keep you with me. You knew I needed you & you hung on as long as you could. WHY is it so hard to do the right thing. It should hurt less if it's the right thing. There should be a lessening of gut ripping anguish if somehow you are doing right by your faithful friend of 20 years...but all your lurkingspots are still empty, your food is packed away, the litter is untrodden but I can't seem to move it just yet...your music still plays...your toys...where last they landed...your fountain still splashes...my heart...still looks for you...did I mention, old friend...I still miss you so...