It Hurts So Much, pain of loss Options

[smitty_sca]

i lost my special friend mocha cat three days ago and am really struggling with the pain. everytime i look over to where her kitty condo used to be i start to cry. everytime i go to do laundry and she is not following me i start to cry. i feel so empty inside. am i going crazy?

[smitty_sca]

hi monika


thank you so much for taking some time to try to ease my pain when i know how grief-striken you are over your little one. it does help so much to know that there are people out that understand how i feel. i am just now starting to go out to do grocery shopping and the normal things in life. i actually cocooned myself for a bit and didn't want to talk to anyone or see anyone. perhaps not the healthiest way to deal with my grief but it was how i felt. tonight at 3:30 am (actually i guess technically that is tomorrow morning) it will be 2 weeks since i had to put my little companion to sleep. i still haven't been able to look at any pictures of her etc. because i knew i would lose it totally and my husband hasn't understood my heartbreak at all. he felt bad but doesn't allow himself to get as attached to pets the way we all do. i think i will go through pictures today and post one. you won't believe how much mocha looks like bill. it is amazing. when i saw bill, it was almost like mocha was sending me a message from the other side. i think i am beginning to grasp at straws. take care everyone. you are all in my thoughts and prayers.

sandra